i hate you so much right now

step 1. dance your butt off to some

musical

therapy

love forever,

its a secret

:)

UGH.

STEP ONE

stay away from boys for a while.

damn girl

she knows it!

first date follow up

i haven't been on any. 0 out of 6. either i have cancelled, or they have. i'm really thinking i'd rather be alone for a little while. i'm sitting inside protected from the cold and rain, all freshly showered, watching never been kissed on tv. i'm drinking my skim milk no whip mocha (ULTIMATE FAV) and i've never been so happy snuggling alone. i've got the september issue of marie-claire and a couple new lip stains from my drug store run. i'm really happy alone right now. i've never not wanted a boyfriend before, it's kinda nice!


link of the day

love forever
it's a secret

don't listen to sad music

why did i do this

my rule number 1 has always been to try not to listen to sad music or watch sad movies. i accidentally did both of these today

DON'T DO IT
DON'T DO IT

JUST DON'T

i gave myself an hour to grieve and then i went outside and felt all better. learn from my mistakes!

love,
it's a secret


ps
the downward spiral isn't worth it.
JUST DON'T DO IT

pps
there is some great news, actually! i met a cute boy at work and he asked for my number and we're going on a date. BAM